desu's rant

desu
I dont rlly know english*
I just got dropped out from college few months ago, for stuff that partly was my fault I just regretted that I couldnt do much that time, I'm also very troubled with my parents, so much, I wish I dont have to be here, I'm running away, while only have something equal to 100 usd right now, 30 my own money, i borrowed the rest from a friend, things arent much pricey in my country althou it's still a very little amount of money I have, I cant stand being here anymore, and I wont wait for 6 months to have another opportunity to have study far as an excuse, I'm running away, I actually havent recieved the money yet so I'll wait for this first and then I would leave, although I have another option of doing one illegal work I know, it's significantly easier, and it doesnt feel right.